Sometimes I think I have a psychological problem with how I react to people/relationships.
I don’t know that it’s healthy, normal, or common to become obsessively, deeply invested and attracted to someone so quickly, and then for really long stretches at a time. It’s a knee jerk reaction that occurs once every few years but then lasts for several more.
I either like people in a self destructive embarrassingly all consuming way, or else not really at all (if my emotions were colours, this would be deep crimson, other ones would be flat taupe).
I drop all my interests, and start idealising things like jumping on a plane and going to another country to meet someone (you) and just spending the weekend lounging around. Everything is so extreme, there is no midpoint here, I just get irrational, impractical, highly dangerous impulses. The only thing stopping me is money, and the fact that I am under-age (soon not to be though).
It is really really maybe definitely the most unattractive thing about myself I think (which is not a statement to be taken lightly)
hello you, ugh oh man this is a loaded gun of a question.
I believe there are connections between people which surpass physical attraction, but I think it is down to psychological, emotional, and intellectual similarities (or complimentary features). I sound really clinical, but I suppose those are the parts people believe to comprise a ‘soul’ no?
However, I don’t believe that people only have one ‘true’ soul mate. I think the world is too infinite, and there are an endless series of events, possibilities, interactions to encounter in this lifetime to rule out billions of others from the equation.
Also it is a healthier way of thinking (though I really can’t speak because the last boy I liked, I obsessed over for 5 years)
Thank you for the question by the way.
i think you’d be like this really precious porcelain doll with little flowers painted all up her arms and you’d sit in the window of an antique shop for decades and be this perfect little specimen who saw everything as was full of wonder and sparkle *~*~*~
Omg Bella firstly thank YOU that is really lovely and I am melting but I think YOU would be that!!!
Um sometimes I joke that I am potato but it makes sense because I like the dark, and also relate to the various connotations (i.e: couch potato, lazy, rotund and starchy and sort of just there haha egh I am struggling here)
A breast breaks the still of the water, the moan ripples. I taste you on the soles of my feet and press deeper; I want to leave my fingerprints on the bows of your pleasure.
Plunge the anchor deep within and reel my desire to shore. Gasps bubble to the surface. Swallow salt water, they say it makes you mad it makes you mad it makes you mad
My life in a series of Closer (2004) quotes
“I love you. Why won’t you let me love you?”
“I love you. I love everything about you that hurts.”
“You’ve ruined my life.”
On people taking pictures of me:
“No, don’t. I look like a criminal in photos.”
On strip clubs:
“Get a lot of grown men crying their guts out in here?”
“Everytime I wash in it I feel dirty. It’s cleaner than I am. It’s got attitude. The mirror says ‘who the fuck are you?’”